best efforts

From printed tomes in dusty rooms, the framers draw me in. And from their stolid frozen verse, call forth my worlds within.

memoriam

on the morning post-hallows, past-all-souls,
death hangs on the campus
with streamers of orange and black–
like sticky treacle, in corners and crannies
in eyelids and stares from eyelids
into holes and one another.
tragedy nets the darkness,
to hold it deep in our pockets
and clasp it to our coughs and stares

but god has dripped sweet sugar gloss
across the firmament,
and winked it into blue
god has exhaled, softly
across a dandelion,
and its lithe white stream has
encircled the catastrophe,
and netted the ghosts–
not demons, ghoulies, no;
they are of plastic, paper-mache
trodden amidst the rotting orange grimaces.
midnight’s howl, caroused and forgotten.
the rest is golden thread.

the souls are caught in i am’s web
drawn towards a breathless blue
and now, to lightness, once again

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Apollo e Dafne

where it broke,

gian lorenzo bernini sliced opposites and chalked away absolutes

in a lonely garden, pink and chocolate chip.

where coconuts converse with rustling leaves

and world history rests in stigmas and cross-pollination.

where the great-man hummingbird inks

his programs of study

and sun tans golden leather into the dirty heat of day

here in the garden of the finite.

here

with the full oranges and lush peach.

good and evil– humeian vapor

here

the beautiful

here

the profane

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untitled 2

i saw a lightning dustgrain

surging in an updraft,

pulsing, rhythmic, unintelligible.

semiotic, it bursted from the reeds,

opened on the vine,

and fell to earth, stripped of its feathers.

curling, diamantine furor rose to meet it,

with angry roses

and sapphire claws.

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Somos la Gente

somos la gente
con quienes se hacen
las cositas buenas
las malas buenas.
y en el noche,
cuando personas aparecen
llevando camisas amarillas
y comiendo naranjas y manzanas,
somos la gente
quienes bocas abren,
y gritan
y sonrien
somos la gente
que regla el mundo
que sabor la luz en el cielo
y plantar los arboles de la tierra

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now

‘now’: dry apparitions whipped into sharp amber above;

hot tundra fills with the cacophony of taxicab-receipt printers

and grandfather clocks

intermingled with iterating mechanic clash, 

catalysing the caused and effected and the sawdust–

 

this is my four-walled extended skyscraper,

clearly and distinctly perceived, ergo

 

sum res cogitans

sum res

res–

 

and when he falls from the dialectic hurricanes and the channels of particulars

and dissolves into the water and the diluted rock

they will say: “he did what he could”

he did all he could

and this is ‘now’

now and always and forever

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carmine

I file these things down and away,

under the folds of our warm frictions and liquid motions,

remembered in nighttime wanderings,

forgotten in the time it takes

to steep the english breakfast tea.

 

and in the presence of these flushed, aching portraits,

there is doubt;

soothing, turning, vaporous torpor.

 

these slices of purgatory’s painted craft,

my purest pageantry.

 

this lovers’ spectacle,

ovidian, lusty, fruited, nevermore.

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Godsong

Comet tail splays across my heart.

Rock candy melts in warm liquor.

I crush coffee-beans with my teeth.

And a match sparks hot against my soul,

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Derived

And I want to walk around with you

I want to touch the tips of your fingers

Feel your eyes graze the light in mine

And I want to explode in a match’s flame,

I want to shield it from the breeze, flicker close.

You grew in this garden, opened on the vines

And I want to tear up the clods of dirt and dig for diamonds,

I want to smile as the mounds cast shadows

Touch your arm and stroke your hair.

And I want to tumble into the warm earth

I want to splash in gauzy puddles

Fall into the rushing air

And I want to lie in darkness

I want to feel the stars seep through your clothes

See angel-silhouette-glow

And I want to walk around with you

I want to walk around with you

 

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untitled

To speak in words unbefitting such an occasion (platinum birds flitter

freely from lush branch to hot red brick, 

viewed through the soft diffusion of a pane of glass splashed upon a wall)

would be to capture in phrases pomp-grandiose,

a moment too fragmented to be circumscribed by my oft-enameled

theoretical marble.

 

Yes and yes once more; this moment, a drop of diamantine liquid,

brushed from the hot brow of a full world,

a crumb from a slice of warm raisin-bread, 

savored on a sunday morning.

A moment made more full in warm anticipation of the setting sun,

of the nascent, impassioned sky,

and yes, dear,

of that bright fervor in the soft, blue opals of my traveling companion.

 

Meet me far from here–

in that ancient place

where the avian whirlwinds draw up their ranks,

and descend in flittering sapphire upon ripe, untouched plains–

and past this moment, smiling back over our shoulders, 

we will craft our future footprints, 

lay bare those worlds of sound and stone 

presaged by alexandrian seers.

 

i release you now, free to flutter:

a torn, inked, half-painted manuscript,

awash with soul in distillation, tinted with a world reflected against

my (in me, through me) 

deepest, darkest, warmest pools.

Mixed with melted butter and coffee grinds, and

dirt from the soil beneath the pavement.

 

And yes, dear, make exodus and recompense,

bear the lonely smile and sighing gratitude,

felt and heard within the five-walled marble towers of still,

gothic repose.

And make them vibrate and harmonize and echo

across the dunes, flow in puddles, crystalline and aural, and play across the vines,

heavy with breeze and saccharine glaze.

 

we ebb and flow with the orange starlight.

we weave a gauze of gossamer blue.

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Odi profanum vulgus et arceo

 

I am held aloft in saline waters, coursing red with weeds and tethers,

buoyant, lofting from bright ripple to dark swell.

The acid globe above burns my back, and leaves lines on my skin, round where I wear my adamantine timepiece.

Beady-eyed minnows swarm in silence beneath me, 

entangling, flitting in murk and squalor.

I plunge my clawed fist through acrid foam

and swat them, impel them, will them down, gone, stupefied towards their empty primal depths,

where silent shapes move in shadow and snap razor-teeth at the terrified frothing mass.

Leave me to burn and cool, and plunge, swipe, shoulder, elbow and rigid palm beneath,

and make wake through the salty mist.

The liquid tumult thrown aside crashes against my body’s convulsions,

stings, 

swarms of bees picking and slicing, tearing (my gums ache and I smile; why should this sensation perturb my course)

There is that tortured, defective phantom, 

a shadow in the mist, with mind wrought in beggar’s coils (were selection to have had its way…) and in slavish duress, weak contumely, 

fades and dissipates in a fine powder,

a clod of dirt swept off by the onrush of cleansing water,

which should be fire. 

 

There:

In toga virilis, 

the silhouettes against the setting sun, 

above the tragic, absurd tumult of massed watery animalia and their weedy stupor.

 

Wait for me at the shore.

Do not depart without me.

There is much (more, now) to be done

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